You are not a ghost

 
34 children, 4 mud huts, and a wealth of love. We are in Naibor, Kenya. The kids are starting to grow up. Four years ago I heard them talk about what they wanted to be when they grow up. Now, thanks to the HALO Hero scholarship, the older ones are starting to reach those dreams.

During this visit, we have listened to many of the kids open up about their lives before the home and their dreams for the future. One of the older kids named Moses had such a compelling story. He shared that when he lived on the streets he felt like a ghost when he would approach people to beg for food. People would just look past him as if he wasn’t there. My heart broke when I heard that. He also shared about how he was jealous of other kids walking by in their uniforms on their way to school.

He explained his favorite day when our orphanage director saw him on the streets and invited him to a probationary stay at the HALO Home. After 2 weeks of good behavior, Moses was taken to a school to enroll. He is now trying to finish primary school and apply for a scholarship to become a mechanic.

Moses is very behind in school for his age, which is a common issue for street children. I cannot begin to imagine how that must feel. The mentors at the home were telling me many of the kids struggle with being the oldest in their class. The other kids make fun of them, calling them JaJa (which means Grandpa). The good thing is, Moses and most of the others are resilient because of their difficult pasts. They have slept on the streets with strangers, been taken advantage of, spent days hungry, and felt like ghosts. Being made fun of in school is not the end of the world for them.

When they enter the home the first step is to help them look past survival level.. Gaining their trust is next – they have to trust that we won’t abandon them, we will always be here, and that we love them as if they were our own. Helping them see their bright future after so many trials is essential for their success. If they are able to commit to that vision and trust that we will provide for them, they are able to push on and look toward their future of being able to provide for their families.

I cannot thank our HALO Heroes enough. These scholarships have had such a direct impact on the lives of HALO supported children like Moses.